Nemesis

what has happened to me is unknown..

i am feeling shattered and blown...

Sitting over the cliff i wonder...

Should i jump or fly off like drone..

no aim no target i feel hapless..

No water no honey i am sapless...

Waiting for touch of eternity...

i look sulked and milked...

I don why it has been so mundane...

why it feel like flowing in drain..

Feeling flushed and flustered..

There is no sunshine...

Being so mustered and crushed...

Cant see anything around divine...

O my god give me strength to rise like phoenix...

Give me will to come out of these stinks..

they can beat me batter me but wont be able to hold me down...

I will make mockery of all anguish and suffering like a clown...

Give me might and courage to be what i can be...

Show me light of being what i ought to be..

Let these bites be my strength and be my guest...

While i play with hornet nest with my chest...

O my god give me courage to be shine like star so bright...

it washes all and everyone's plight...

let my doom be a matter of past....

Let me come from this black hole like a BIG BANG Blast...

Competition

I have forgotten how to fly...

have forgotten whats the blue blue sky...

lost in woods of life..

slitting throats and competition rife...

o my goodness where am i....

I have forgotten how to fly...

there is no relation honey...

Everything is soaked in this money...

smile is just to add a sheen...

what matters is how much you look to be green...

o my goodness where am i...

i have forgotten how to fly...

This chain is suffocating but i am entangled...

sometime handling sometime being handled...

Everything rotates around me and my mirror...

every second lost looks like a terror...

O my goodness where am i...

i have forgotten how to fly...

Jumping jumping i became a jack...

running running i lost the track...

i didn't realize i became a big hack...

for smoothness i am living now on crack..

O my goodness where am i...

i have forgotten how to fly...

when i go home my other half yells...

My boss make me realize i have so many trails...

colleagues smile and say o stupid loon...

with time u look more like buffoon..

O my goodness where am i...

i have forgotten how to fly...

Where is the exit this place is insane...

i feel heavy thumped with a chain...

O hell i think u will be more peaceful..

Earth don look like anything meaningful...

O my goodness where am i...

i have forgotten how to fly...

word has lost meanings feeling looks lost..

all running before things which are ghost..

But i desire i aspire and its all about me..

all is lost and others are like dogs flea..

O my goodness where am i...

i have forgotten how to fly...

Give me peace give me rest...

i don't want to be another pest...